Let's start from the beginning. I had a long week of classes, homework, and rehearsals. Thursday, I had class, a tiring performance (where I gave my all [you can watch the videos on Facebook]), a (long, hot, sweaty) choir concert, and more homework. That night I said made a comment that wasn't necessarily mean, but the way I said it, it came off mean. I later apologized for it with no response. I attempt to reconcile 2 days later, and they are not mad. No. Apparently, I am just aggravating this person. I have not really seen or talked with this person in a couple weeks. How could something I do, aggravate them? They say "it's complicated," and after much fighting, all i get is a comparison to another relationship with this person that is not always good but is at the moment (which was not explained at all), the fact that I don't think before I speak, and the fact that I am living in "Jody world." First, let me say I do think before I speak. Sometimes, I don't (like Thursday), but MOST of the time I do. Now on to "Jody World." Everything I smell, hear, say, or do is a part of "Jody World." It's like that for everybody. Think about it. Everything that happens is a part of the world that (literally, from your eyes) is surrounded around you. You are not a part of the world around you. You are the center of things around you. This is not supposed to be sounding egotistical or self-centered (in a bad way [no pun intended]). It is just a theory of how a person views the world. After more pointless fighting, this person gives up and signs off (yes, this was on AIM).
Understand that this conversation blew up in a short amount of time, and part of that is my fault for pushing it. Is it wrong to make something a bigger deal than it should be because something good will come of it? [Yes, I am positive something good will come of it.] Personally, I think it is ok. I did this for growth and understanding, so I think I am in the right this time.
Let's move on to something a bit lighter: Shrek was just on TBS right now. It is such a good movie. The musical is gonna be awesome too. I can't wait to see it! Well, I hope I get to see it.
Keeping up with the Shrek theme. Here's another video from the previews of Shrek the Musical. It has an awesome tap section in it, probably written in for Sutton Foster. I love this stuff!
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