Fun Fun Fun

Last night was lots of fun, hence the blog title. I was a little hesitant about it, but it worked out really well. People had fun. I let go of my inhibitions and had fun. Yes, we were under the influence of alcohol (and a couple others were a little high, too), but that is besides the point. It was a great night.

But I have 1 thing I want to talk about. Why do people let go of their inhibitions when they drink? Why can't we let go and be who we are without any help from alcohol (or weed)? Like last night, everyone of us had pure fun. I, for the first time of my life, made out with more than 1 person in 1 night. I believe it was 6 people. I know 6 people would be kind of ridiculous if I were sober, but why can't I ever kiss or make out with someone I like on like the 2nd or 3rd date? Like, I dated this girl for a while, and we never kissed. [Actually, I have never made out with anyone before, but thats besides the point.] Opposite of that, I get drunk 1 night and make out with 6 people. Shouldn't that be the other way around? I'm not saying I didn't like the events of last night. I'm not lying when I say I did like it. I'm just wondering why couldn't I get the courage to kiss a girl that I like, but I can make out with 6 different people. I'm going to work on that.  You know what? Maybe this moment of slutty-ness will help me with my inability to make a move on anyone that I like. Maybe last night can help me break down that wall that is holding me back from what I want., or maybe I can just be a slut because that is the only way I will be close to anybody. Hmmm... I think I'm gonna test both of them, and then we'll see which is better for me.

My advice to you: go after what you want.